I sometimes get flustered when I can’t do what I to do, and when I do, my nerves get the best of me. It wouldn’t be so bad if I didn’t just start shaking, but I get shivering. I become so cold that my hold body goes into the shivering mode, and I can’t stop. I hate how I feel, and I can feel my whole body shutting down. If you’ve ever had the flu, you know what I’m talking about. I can’t explain it. My doctor said that my body actually goes into shock, when I get overly anxious. It’s just a part of my makeup, but it’s really embarrassing. I got that way today. It seemed like everything I had been working for over a month, had come together. Within two hours, it all fell apart, when I found out I had been duped. It wasn’t even the money I had lost, but the time I had put into my project, and the fact that I was about to let people down. I put on a coat, and my husband came upstairs. He offered to turn on the furnace so I could get warm. Instead I climbed into the shower, and thanks to my hot water heater, I had enough hot water to warm up. I got cold all over again, and my husband brought the space heater into the office for me. I felt so stupid, and he was so kind. I finally got warm and I began to look at things from a different perspective. It took me eight hours to straighten out the mess, and now I am warm. The heater is put away, and my husband laughed when I turned the air conditioner back on.